home. 'Come on, love,' she said, strangely tender. 'Let's us get a fire going. I'm starving, and you need to feed that baby of yours, don't you?'
The next morning, after the baby came, they had eggs and a bit of the pound of bread that was already drying and crumbling away and a few dandelion leaves that Aunty picked and some onion slices from the store. The little girl had been washed and wrapped up in the waiting rags, and Kate, also clean, was lying, still weak and aching and not quite sure what was going on, but with radiant happiness mixed up with her exhaustion and lighting up her plump little face. She held the small breathing bundle in her arms, gazing at her with the disbelief of every new mother, even in circumstances less strange than these, seeing Tom's eyes, and Mum's snub nose, and her own dark hair.
Aunty had fed the hens and made sure they were secured. ('Wouldn't want them to go astray, now, would we?' she said with gallows humour, as if they were hers as much as Kate's. 'Because God only knows where we'd be for food without them eggs.') Then she sat down on the stool by Kate's straw bed, in the band of light cast by the propped-open door, and looked proudly at her charges.
Aunty was tired, after the night of blood and buckets and water and yelled instructions to push. She could feel her eyes prickling under their scratchy lids. But it had all gone well in the end. Alive, all of them. And that was something, at least, she thought. Another one in the eye for the forces of darkness.
Then she began to talk, still very calmly, in a quiet, reminiscent, dreamy monotone, twitching her fingers through the rents and mends in her thin robe, about what she'd walked away from in London, and what she'd walked through on her tramp through Essex. Because she could see this poor little scrap didn't know; didn't have the least idea.
Death hadn't just come stealing into this one village like black smoke. Whatever this girl thought, it wasn't the sins of Kate's mum, or dad, or Tom, or the no-good priest she kept going on about, that had made an angry God decide to smite them all dead, or whatever nonsense it was the priests kept spouting (till they died too).
There were people dying in their hundreds everywhere, Aunty said gently, trying not to shock the girl too much, while not blanketing her in mumbo-jumbo either. There were bodies in the lanes all over Essex: men, women, entire processions of penitents, lying where they'd dropped. Dead people, dead animals. In London they were piling up corpses in burial pits until the pits overflowed before filling them in, a bit. One pit would fill up with the dead before anyone had time to dig the next. Cadavers were dragged out of homes and left in front of the doors. London was no place to be while there was that going on, Aunty said. The air was too foul. They said husband was abandoning wife, wife husband, parents children, and the young their old folk. If you wanted to live, you had to walk. And she wanted to live.
'So I thought, come and look up Tom and his family,' she said, going back into the story from last night, about being some kind of relative.
If the girl was waiting to hear whether Aunty's own family in London had all died, or if she'd been one of the ones who abandoned their own to save herself, she didn't ask. Just sat there, round-eyed, open-mouthed, gawping. Aunty couldn't tell if she was even really taking it in. Even if she was understanding the words, Aunty thought, it was probably too much to absorb their meaning all at once. Even for her, who'd seen it with her own eyes, it was hard enough to believe. So Aunty left the past in the past, and didn't bother with her own story: the kids she couldn't bury; the priest who wouldn't say a Mass over them without money Aunty didn't have. A shrug is all you can offer Fortune, in the end, when nothing will work out; and a calculation: they're dead; nothing more you can do for them. You've got to look out for yourself. Time to go. Aunty just fiddled with the wiry ginger curls under her mended kerchief and went on with her sing-song account of the