For just a moment, Kate had another faint shiver of worry at letting an incomer know just how vulnerable she was. Then she thought: I don't care if she does know. She can see I'm on my own whatever I say. She's got a kind way with her. I need to keep her here.
The woman wasn't from round these parts, that was for sure. Not with that sharp quick way of talking, words all bitten into each other. But she was another living human. 'Tom's dead,' Kate blurted, as trustingly as the girl she'd been before she'd married him, on her fourteenth birthday, six months ago, before the pregnancy showed. 'Mum...we buried them. But now Dad...he went on the procession. With Sir John. The priest. He was only supposed to be gone an hour or two.'
She was surprised how calm and level her own voice sounded. She knew Dad was dead too, really. She was still scared, but it was ordinary fear now - the watchfulness of two foxes meeting in the forest. She was surprised how grateful she was to this woman just for being here with her.
The woman gave her a bright little look, and shook her head. 'Tom was your man, was he?' she asked, still shaking it, as if the news was a surprise and a sorrow, though one borne lightly. 'And you'd be who, then...?' She lifted an enquiring eyebrow.
'Kate,' Kate stammered. 'They call me Young Kate.' She'd never had to explain herself. She'd never met someone who didn't already know her.
'Well, wouldn't you know it,' the woman said. She put down her bundle. There wasn't much in it, maybe a change of linen and a piece of bread, it was that light. She was still shaking her head, as if she couldn't believe something. 'My Tom's little wife,' she said. Then, to Kate's shock, she leaned forward and pinched Kate's cheek. 'A right little beauty he got himself and all,' she added with a sudden, toothy grin.
Kate stepped back, touching her cheek. That jocular pinch had been quite hard. She didn't know if she liked the growing brightness in the woman's voice. Faintly, she said, 'Your Tom?'
'Cousin,' the woman offered. Nothing more. She glanced behind Kate, behind the cottage, behind the open-sided barn where the tiles were drying, to the kiln. A knowing sort of look. In her flat quick voice, she added, 'You must have heard of us. My dad's the one used to take the tiles from the kiln there to market. Way back, we're talking now. Must be twenty years ago.' She nodded again. Her story was taking shape. She was gaining fluency. 'Married a London girl, my dad, didn't he? My mum, that was. Stayed on with her family. Liked the hustle and bustle of town life. Always talked about home though. Brought me here once, when I was a kid. Your Tom and me, thick as thieves we were, back then. Climbing trees, swimming in the river' - she gestured at the landscape - 'smoking out bees for honey. Nicking the broken bits of tiles for skimming stones. A proper little terror he was in those days. Oh, the things he taught me.' She went back to shaking her head, with that tough smile pinned on her face and her bright little eyes fixed very hard on Kate's.
Part of Kate knew there was something wrong. The more she thought about it, the more seemed wrong. Tom had never mentioned having blood in London that Kate remembered. And they'd surely never been kids at the same time, these two. Tom must have been a good ten years younger. Mustn't he? Plus which, most importantly, it wasn't ever Tom's dad, who'd died years ago, who'd worked out what you could do with the clay. The tiles were her dad's business. So there must be a mistake. The woman must be mixing her up with someone else. Some other Essex village. Some other tilery. Some other Tom. But if she pointed that out the woman might go. And the baby was coming, and Kate's back was aching. She told herself: He wasn't a talker, Tom. Perhaps he just never had a chance to tell me about a family in London.
'What's your name?' she said.
The woman only grinned wider. 'Alice...Alison,' she said, as if she hadn't quite decided. 'You just call me Aunty.'
Then Aunty put a bony arm around Kate's shoulder and began walking her inside her