Do not set foot in my office. That’s Dad’s rule. But the phone’d rung twenty-five times. Normal people give up after ten or eleven, unless it’s a matter of life or death. Don’t they? Dad’s got an answering machine like James Garner’s in The Rockford Files with big reels of tape. But he’s stopped leaving it switched on recently. Thirty rings, the phone got to. Julia couldn’t hear it up in her converted attic ’cause ‘Don’t You Want Me?’ by Human League was thumping out dead loud. Forty rings. Mum couldn’t hear ’cause the washing machine was on berserk cycle and she was hoovering the living room. Fifty rings. That’s just not normal. S’pose Dad’d been mangled by a juggernaut on the M5 and the police only had this office number ’cause all his other ID’d got incinerated? We could lose our final chance to see our charred father in the terminal ward.
So I went in, thinking of the bride going into Bluebeard’s chamber after being told not to. (Bluebeard, mind, was waiting for that to happen.) Dad’s office smells of pound notes, papery but metallic too. The blinds were down so it felt like evening, not ten in the morning. There’s a serious clock on the wall, exactly the same make as the serious clocks on the walls at school. There’s a photo of Dad shaking hands with Craig Salt when Dad got made regional sales director for Greenland (Greenland the supermarket chain, not Greenland the country). Dad’s IBM computer sits on the steel desk. Thousands of pounds, IBMs cost. The office phone’s red like a nuclear hotline and it’s got buttons you push, not the dial you get on normal phones.
So anyway, I took a deep breath, picked up the receiver and said our number. I can say that without stammering, at least. Usually.
But the person on the other end didn’t answer.
‘Hello?’ I said. ‘Hello?’
They breathed in like they’d cut themselves on paper.
‘Can you hear me? I can’t hear you.’
Very faint, I recognized the Sesame Street music.
‘If you can hear me,’ I remembered a Children’s Film Foundation film where this happened, ‘tap the phone, once.’
There was no tap, just more Sesame Street.
‘You might have the wrong number,’ I said, wondering.
A baby began wailing and the receiver was slammed down.
When people listen they make a listening noise.
I’d heard it, so they’d heard me.
‘May as well be hanged for a sheep as hanged for a handkerchief.’ Miss Throckmorton taught us that aeons ago. ’Cause I’d sort of had a reason to come into the forbidden chamber, I peered through Dad’s razor-sharp blind, over the Glebe, past the cockerel tree, over more fields, up to the Malvern Hills. Pale morning, icy sky, frosted crusts on the hills but no sign of sticking snow, worse luck. Dad’s swivelly chair’s a lot like the Millennium Falcon’s laser tower. I blasted away at the skyful of Russian MiGs streaming over the Malverns. Soon tens of thousands of people between here and Cardiff owed me their lives. The Glebe was littered with mangled fuselages and blackened wings. I’d shoot the Soviet airmen with tranquillizer darts as they pressed their ejector seats. Our marines’d mop them up. I’d refuse all medals. ‘Thanks, but no thanks,’ I’d tell Margaret Thatcher and Ronald Reagan when Mum invited them in, ‘I was just doing my job.’
Dad’s got this fab pencil-sharpener clamped to his desk. It makes pencils sharp enough to puncture body armour. H pencils’re sharpest, they’re Dad’s faves. I prefer 2Bs.
The doorbell went. I put the blind back to how it was, checked I’d left no other traces of my incursion, slipped out and flew downstairs to see who it was. The last six steps I took in one death-defying bound.
Moron, grinny-zitty as ever. His bumfluff’s getting thicker, mind. ‘You’ll never guess what!’
‘What?’
‘You know the lake in the woods?’
‘What about it?’
‘It’s only,’ Moron checked we weren’t being overheard, ‘gone and froze solid! Half the kids in the village’re there, right now. Ace doss or what?’
‘Jason!’ Mum appeared from the kitchen. ‘You’re letting the cold in! Either invite Dean inside – hello, Dean – or shut the door.’
‘Um…just going out for a bit, Mum.’
‘Um…where?’
‘Just for some healthy fresh air.’
That was a strategic mistake. ‘What are you up to?’
I wanted to say ‘Nothing’ but Hangman decided not to let me. ‘Why would I be up to anything?’ I avoided her stare as I put on my navy duffel coat.
‘What’s your new black parka done to offend you, may I ask?’