Demand - Lisa Renee Jones Page 0,1

sweetheart. This is not about a dodge and weave. It’s about this being the wrong time to do this.”

“Is there ever a good time to have a gun held on you?”

He stares at me, his eyes unreadable, but then I’m not sure they ever were readable. “I haven’t lied to you, Ella,” he says. “Not one lie.”

“You just omitted facts.”

His answer is to move before I can, leaning under the spray of water and closing his hand over mine and the gun. I have a split second to decide whether to pull the trigger or let him take my weapon . . . but I can’t hurt him—even if he might hurt me. I relax my grip and stand up, shoving open the door and exiting the shower.

“I let you have the gun,” I hiss, whirling on him, the puddle at my feet instant, the chill in my bones getting colder with every word I want him to say. “I could have shot you before you took it.”

“But you didn’t,” he says, setting the gun on the counter, drops of water clinging to his naked chest while it literally pours off of me. “Because you care about me, just like I do you. Before I go attend to business, we need to cut through your anger.”

“Anger isn’t what this is.”

“Then tell me. What is it?”

“Apparently business.”

“You are not business,” he says, taking a step toward me.

“Stop,” I warn, backing into the counter, my hands grabbing it behind me, but he doesn’t listen. He closes in on me, his big, overwhelmingly hard body caging mine, the heat of that connection a drug threatening to consume me. “Maybe I should have shot you,” I hiss in frustration, my hands moving to grip his unmovable shoulders, stupid tingling sensations shooting up my arms.

“You don’t mean that,” he says. “And I know you know that there are times I have to put business front and center.”

“Am I one of those times?”

“I’m not using you, Ella. Nothing could be further from the truth. You are in my bed. You are in my life. And you are in parts of me I didn’t think anyone could find again.”

It’s so much of what I want to hear, and yet not enough. “Then tell me that you didn’t know about the necklace before I told you about it.”

“I swear to you, I didn’t know you knew about the necklace.”

“So you knew about it.”

“Yes,” he confirms. “I knew.”

“And yet you didn’t tell me that when I brought it up.”

“Like you said. You’d just told me. I hadn’t had time to try and put together the puzzle.”

“The puzzle is me. Me, Kayden. And I’m not supposed to be in the dark about me.” I shove against him, growling with how ineffective I am. “Damn it, stop trapping me and bullying me! Let me go—then you go.”

“I already told you,” he says, holding me easily, his hands tightening at my waist, “I’m not letting you go. You matter too much to me. We matter to me.”

More words that I want to hear, which scares me. Am I blind with this man? Am I falling in love, and into stupidity? “I have so many reasons to kick and scream and push you away right now.”

“You do,” he agrees. “You probably should, but please don’t.” In contrast to that plea, he releases me, his hands coming down on the counter on either side of me, boxing me in. “And not tonight. Not with Enzo fighting for his life.”

It is a plea; raw and real, that no one can fake, and the anger I’ve denied but feel evaporates and my hands go to his arms. “I don’t want to leave. I just want to know the truth you haven’t told me, whatever it is. We’ll figure out where to go from there.”

“There are many truths I want to tell you, and others I do not—starting with the truth about tonight.”

Dread fills me. “What about tonight?”

“I killed Raul’s brother after he shot Enzo. And that will not come without consequence.”

“Isn’t Raul the kingpin of the cartel?”

“Yes.”

“Oh God.” My hands go to his chest, his heart thundering under my palms. “Do they know it was you or The Underground?”

“If they don’t, they’re too damn resourceful not to find out.”

“What does that mean? What are we going to do now?”

“We? Is there a ‘we,’ Ella?”

“Kayden!” Adriel shouts from down the hall. “Where the hell are you?”

“Fuck,” Kayden murmurs, straightening and cupping my face. “I have to go.